Sunday, August 3, 2008

Lets not sugar coat it....

I am: A Mom, a food whore, entertainer, creater, a lover of french films, an 80's triva MATER, beach lover, Hank William Sr. lover, sweet as a cupcake, but can be morbid and dark. . .I have these obsessions with Serial killers, food, books (in general) and SHARKS (great whites) But me for reals. . .

I am a 26 yr old Mexican from Reno Nv. (So I guess Im Mexican American) I didn't learn english til I was 5 1/2. I am tri-lingual. (Spanish,English and Italian) and would love to learn french. I grew up playing outside in the dirt (kinda a hippi child) but I always wanted to be in the spot light (that I take after my ma). I loved the camera and making sure people knew I was in the room. (yes even at a young age). Since im mexican I have a big family, and they are number 1!!! And that has actually been a clutch in some relationships I have had... I was a total school nerd, well I got A's and some B's (except for spanish and music appreation, I failed only cause I never went. yeah ???) and I changed my style every semester (I HAVE PICS ITS CRAZY). I was a fighter in school, I sold weed (yeah I KNOW, CRAZY HUH??), and was your social butterfly whore. I hung out with a few girls (who I still freaking love and keep intouch with) but mostly guys. The close friends I have I love and am there for no matter what, I am loyal, true and actually inspite of the "tough gal" outerskin I have I am very sensitive, kind hearted and emotional. I had many troubles and obstacles and honestly I have been through some stuff in my life, some which have made me hit rock bottom (REALLY I DID!!) and some that made me a stronger gal. I have some tattoos at first it was to mask what I hated (myself) but now... I LOVE THEM!! I was going to school to become a Medical Examiner, but I changed my major every semester that who knows now...I took care of all my basic classes but still need to graduate collage. I would love to go to culinary school and one day own my own bistro. I have worked A LOT of jobs, (never fired) only cause I have like ADD and get bored. I know how to build slot machines, make jelly doughnuts, clean a gym, teach kids their abc's, take photos for weddings/passports, talk people into joining a swingers club, cook a lobster, wait tables, work a register, sell cars (ß-crazy), bartend, and type like a motha... (some jobs I have done in my life) Right now I am not where I want to be in life (career/emotionaly/physically) but im working on it. I thought I lost it all (If you know me, you know why, if you don't. . . you can always ask) but I became pregnant and now I have all I ever wanted. MAGDALINE AIKO CLARK. I cry a lil more than everyone else, but I also smile more. Im very indecisve. But in my heart I know exactly what I want. And right now. . . hmmmm.